BYE 2
My silence and absence will take place tomorrow from Sep 12 to October 8. At night, here is a letter while above stays a pleasantly peaceful sky. I sit under the bright moon and stars that are everlasting. I haven't checked the status of the group of ladies since I vanished last month on Aug 14, since then up through the days to Today. Furthermore, in the remotest past I've experience heartbreak once every 6 months. Yet, 2 years ago I experienced heartbreak every 3 weeks to 1.5 months for over a year. My hesitation to enter any lovely female's personal life again stems from wanting to avoid further my emotional damage. Careful Previously, I gave the mention that I've reserved my heart ready for 1 lady. A different lady has also captured my fascination and appeal. I would confidently write letters if I knew her and her status. To any lady, if there's reluctance to speak/write to you, it's because the first of whys is my devotion. The second why is, to protect you and I from any risk, which is prime. Despite that, many months ago I had imagined I was dangerous. Nonetheless, the remaining conclusion is I found the amount of danger I expose others to is low and-or quite temporary. Later I can explain. Yet, the sum of my sickness has increased. Like, my negative thoughts have been rebellious and out-of- control to manage. It's curable, but singleness of devotion in ample time is needed. Autonomous It's good when anyone saw or have been seeing Mipa's last movie will catch a view of his present friendships; they have the strength to give him fulfilling gladness. I too have confidence that my ability to be content with friends is at my choosing. It's best that both Mipa and I can find substantial comfort in company through independent lives. Though Mipa and I have not formed a relation, and there's not one developing, the saving thought is each is capable to appease his life even if Him and I are at the greatest distance. I will reaffirm the knowledge of anyone about the common well-understood standard of decency, and the encouragement to avoid entering the confidentiality of anyone's private life. Especially now, in my case when certain conditions of mine reached their minimum. Example For instance, in the past when persons misunstood my actions and believed they saw the slightest interest from me toward a friendship with Mipa, people reacted by jumping at the chance to bring us together, discarding even if I stated the assurance to them about our incompatibility a mere 1 or couple weeks before. Let me support the info that I have a value in my living apart from Mipa, only by coincidence appears to include Mipa, but in reality haven't a mutual ground. I am sorry. Final Autumn begins. A cool Halloween of costumes and candy belong to the festive creatures in the the dark streets. Be careful ladies. you are sweet as sugar, and monsters will consume you whole. P.S. Please remember the guidelines from :
_________________ Posted: 9 / 11 / 2025, 10am PDT |